What do you do when things get so hard that you can't concentrate on your own life and you can't grab the opportunities that were once presented to you?
I am struggling to find a way to push myself because everything that is going on in my life is becoming so negative. All opportunities are unreachable due to my personality. That feeling is equal to having unlimited bubble-wrap but no fingers.
I look at my friends that are in bands, playing music, doing what they enjoy and I think about how I could be there if I didn't have the distractions I did. If my mind was as focused as it used to be. This isn't jealousy, it's an incentive.
Song listening to right now: Sharks and Danger - Alexisonfire